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| its been a nice weekend I went out clubbing and on monday I went to my sisters house to get into the pool and get a tan it was nice to spend time with family I leaving on a trip for month in July it will be nice to get out of calif of a while. well nothing much to say that I had a nice weekend and this week is short so party time on fri see what is in plans for that day. | | |
| I had a great weekend I meet a friend that I have not seen her for about 2 years and we went clubbing this fri on sat I stayed home and just relaxed and today I going to meet up with her again and go hang out. Bobby thank you for your words it very nice of you. My weekend had been great and more fun to come. | | |
| well it's been a while since I have wrote in this well alot has happen and now I have not been talking to him anymore and its a good thing because now I went back to work and I so busy that I don't have time for anything so life is good right now ... I would like to up date much more but I have to go I promise more entry later | | |
| it was a nice day yesterday I went to get somethings done after I got ready for the viewing and went to pick him up at work we were running late so we still had to go to his house so he can take a shower after we left and meet up with my friend and we went to her cousens house for a while after we left and we went back to his house and we just talked out side we made some things clear which was a good thing because now we understand more about what we want for each other. I told him how I feel about him he told me that he was glad that I was up front with it all but I still don't know were we stand with it all. well another thing today I got a call from (him) and he asked me why I have not answered his calls I told him that I didn't get any calls form him he told me that he has been calling me all last week well he asked me if I would take him lunch stuped me told him yes and I went ot meet u with him we talked for a while always about her but I told him I didn't want to hear it anymore and he told me if I was his friend that I would hear him out but I didn't care to hear about how they were together all this week. So I told him that I was going to leave and when I was about to tell him something she called so I got up and left him there. i don't care to hear about her any more he needs to learn that life is hard and never easy so I have not talked to him for about a week and it was nice not to hear all the bullshit. well I going to sleep I have a long day tomorrow so entry later. | | |
| I really don't know what to think any more about what is going on with him I really like him but don't kow what to do about him it looks like he is going to go back with her I don't want him to but if that is what makes him happy then what can I do to stop him. I tell him that he needs to do what his heart tells him what is right, I want to be with him but he is scared to try something new. I will be here for him until he makes up his mind and if he does go back then I will let everyhting go so he can work things out with her. I know that I will heart broken but I have to do it for him if I like him that much.well I will see what happens with him tonight we are to go to a viewing for her family member and he told me he was going to go we will see. well have to go and get ready for school entry later . | | |
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